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Still waters...

2009-08-05T03:28:35Z

This is my dream knight in shining armor.
He looks so proud and confident.
His grin is so assured, but also gentle.
He seems so focused, his thoughts are deep.
Midnight, his hair like the ocean at night.
Sometimes I wish that I had someone to love.
He will be honest and loyal.
And real, never phony.
Hard-worker and Grounded......Not in a fantasy world.

I wouldn't consider this poetry, I'm not a poet, but that's obvious. I'm just feeling depressed again, but I don't want to talk about it...but reality is depressing and everything seems to look different. I need a big bowl of ice cream, cookies, cake... why do water signs have to hold on to emotions so much..once we get a crack then it turns into a giant waterfall. Than thoughts and emotions keep playing but at different spaces in time...like out of no where so I need to keep myself distracted. I have to put my tv on and set on a 30 minute timer just to drown out my constant thoughts, worries, anxieties and be able to sleep. I even remember things that people said in junior high and high school, mainly from bullies that didn't like me for no reason at all. I can't even find love because I'm too much of a freak....I'm just plain depressed and need to find myself and get my life in order because I don't want to be a drifter anymore.

Me, my sister and her friend went to see the movie Orphan...(excellent movie). It was so good that I didn't mind seeing it again, so my mom and I went to see it and she liked it, I knew she would. Tonight we when to my brother's new house to sweep some of the drywall off his floor..his house is almost done...it's beautiful and even the floors are not as bad now since I swept the floor and my mom mopped it. It looked so sad with the drywall dust and sawdust all over the floor. I had a nosebleed just a while ago because the drywall dust dried out my nose. It was fun though because we brought the dogs and they didn't know where they were. An adventure to a dog can be any new environment..they are just excited to go for a drive to town. It's like when you're a kid and everything is exciting...you remember..before you even knew what emotions, stress,responsibilities and well what life is.

Today was 25 degrees and in Nova Scotia..it's considered hot. My dad said that it's going to be in the 30's and I'm not a fan of hot weather. I miss winter, yeah it's strange but I love the snow.

You're a horrible writer :p

2009-07-25T22:40:28Z

I just felt like writing....my thoughts were "I'm so depressed, I want to write. I guess that makes me an emotional writer.

It's not always fun being lonely, I actually like it but only to a certain extent but then it's like being an actress in a bubble. More like a security shell..that is my home. Music and movies are wonderful. I like the song called Beautiful by HIM, it's one of my favourites.

If you're in a college course and hate it, it's just like so stressful..
I want to cook! I really hate IT (Information Technology), I love computers of course, but I can't stand this course because it's so difficult.
I just don't want anyone to get all mad at me, but I need to get the heck out of this program because of the amount of stress it gives me. But it's just talking to my family that makes me nervous...I need to live for me and do what I like. My dream is to become a chef, why the heck am I in a computer course? It was my stupid impulsive side...it even made me date someone who was horrible for me, so I'm thankful that impulsiveness is not what motivates me, it's not very often that I'm impulsive because I have a nervous nature and think too much. I been thinking of becoming a chef for longer than I can remember and I'm going for it, once I get everything cleared up and sorted :) As soon as I get up the nerve to take to people in my family then it will be like a weight lifted off my shoulders, my mom said that I should take cooking classes, if that's what I want to do. So it's the whole drop IT thing that has me stressed. I don't want to talk about that anymore right now. I don't know how to talk about it, it's a matter of just doing what I think is right for me.

My new love..... is Skateboarding (for some reason) because I bought the movie {Lords of DogTown} and it was excellent. I just turned the channel because it was on a medical show (those are too scary for me, they are different than horror movies) and it changed to a Skateboarding world championship show called 'Dew Tours'. My youngest brother and his best friend used to skate board when they were younger and I would go downstairs and steal his skateboard to learn how to balance...I almost fell off and on to my back..that would have hurt. Where do they get the balance? I not know what goofy style means..I used to play tony hawk's pro skater 2 and use goofy style..I didn't know why or what it was...lol..I know bettert now. I think I'm better off just being envious of people who are talented in skateboarding. It's like they look so free and carefree..totally awesome :P Except Canadian skateboarders are not as hot as the California ones...not even close. Those Cali-guys are sweeeeeet. I love the sandy hair...

The power of boredom huh.. I can't focus my mind on one topic, call it my downfall and the reason I deleted my MSN messenger...or whatever it's called..I got tired of hearing that my range of topics is too scattered and plus... I'm not into one on one chats..who cares if you're are watching 'Family Guy' and getting ready to have dinner...la la la dee dah isn't it suppose to get rid of boredom?

It's weird that I like watching horror movies when I'm alone...I just watched 'Friday the 13th(09) and it was a crazy trip, it is for sure keeping up on how good those series of movies were in the past and I liked it. Then I watched this movie called 'The Chair' about a Victorian home that is haunted and possesses a girl and made her crazy. That movie was twisty and weird. I just found another movie to watch called 'My Bloody Valentine' and it sounds like a good movie. OnDemand...movie city. Ok it starting out to be really well...red, I think you know what I mean. It's going with the theme of Valentine's day. Ouch, the eye thing...you have to see this movie to know what I mean. Well time to try to relax and watch this movie. I'm on the edge of my seat already, this movie starts fast and never seems to slow down...it's good so far.

There I cleared my mind,,so to say and now I'm hungr,y..so I'm done talking. wow, it's been a while since I wrote on here. If I make a plan to write in this everyday then I won't because I hate setting rules..I'm a moody person..I go with my moods. So I write when I feel like it.

Season of change

2009-04-22T21:54:18Z

School has been really tough and stressful. Right now I'm on break since Winter classes finished today, I had a horrible test in Osys 1000 yesterday because Linux is a really stupid and confusing program, it's not better than Windows at all, first of all it took over my laptop and I had to get it fixed and then all the codes, it's just poorly mapped out and looks awful. I don't recommend it but if you can deal with it, you are excellent. Two weeks ago was my Hardward 1000 tear down and re-build test, I didn't do too badly so I guess I can put a case together. I made 19/20 on it because the power wasn't plugged into the motherboard correctly and he went through all this crap just to figure out that it was just plugged in wrong but I like that mark. Then I had a regular test in Hardware which had 105 questions but all his test are open source, including internet.

I just heard from my friend Don, he sounds like everything is coming together. We haven't spoken for a long time, a couple months or something like that...I totally lost track. We both needed to find ourselves and so we drifted apart..I think we both became better people. He told me that his depression is going away and he found a new spiritual side. I'm proud of him and glad that he wanted to talk to me again. We never met in person but we used to chat via messenger (some kind of messenger..msn I guess, I deleted all of them since I found them annoying).

Oh I should light this apple cinnamon candle that is on my desk, it smells so good. I'm organizing my room with my colorful bins but it's sort of not like me to be organized so I need this change. I go with my moods so the environment effects me, especially how untidy and cluttered it feels in my room...my den that is so comfortable still, through the mess...but the walls are white, so depressing since I love color. If anyone saw my room for the first time they would guess my favorite color right away because I have a lot of stuff , it's Green! :D Pretty shades of green, not shitty green. I have other favorite colors too but that's the main one.

This is a good song:

If I Were You By Hoobastank

You seem to find the dark when everything is bright.
You look for all that's wrong instead of all that's right.
Does it feel good to you to rain on my parade?
You never say a word unless it's to complain.
It's driving me insane...

If I were you, holding the world right in my hands,
the first thing I'd do is thank the stars for all that I have.
If I were you...

Look what surrounds you now more than you've ever dreamed.
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be?
So what's it going to take for you to realize
it all could go away in one blink of an eye?
It happens all the time...

If I were you, holding the world right in my hands,
the first thing I'd do, is thank the stars above, tell the ones I love
that I do...

Yeah If I were you,
Whoa, yeah If I were you
If I were you, whoaaaa
If I were you

So what's it going to take for you to realize
it all could go away in one blink of an eye?
It happens all the time...

If I were you,
holding the world right in my hands,
the first thing I'd do,
is thank the stars above,
for the ones I love,
take a breath and enjoy the view,
live the life that I wanted to.
If I were you...
If I were you...
If I were you!

Pretty Green

2009-04-05T08:41:54Z

It's almost 5 am and I can't sleep, made a honey dew, yogurt and banana smoothie and watched the movie (My best friend's girl), which is an awesome movie. I just out of the blue thought that I need to bring my journal back to life...I envy how people can have the patience to write in this everyday or even every couple of days. I only think of it and then go do something else instead, so I'll do my best at writing more or even in the first place. Pictures are always good too..must think with more confidence, therefore become a whole new me..oh man. Dot, dot, dot, dot, dot... See punctuation is not my strong point, I hate the lame bastard so I'll just write the way I want. I sound like a drunk but I don't even drink but considering what time it is, my mind is in space, it's like when I giggle for no reason when I'm over tired, it's so amusing to laugh at yourself laughing..wow! On to a new topic. Do guys really like confidence? I been single for a long time, but since I'm busy with college, I don't really have the time but still either someone notices a guy giving me glances or something but that's it, I think I have this electric shield around me because it's like they are afraid to get too close...I'm only a SCORPIO and we can look sexy even when we are having a dressed in jogging pants, grungy over sized shirt and messed up hair, no make-up (I never wear make-up anyway), pissed off moodiness and looking like we can move objects with our minds, or see through someone, but guys find me intimidating? How absurd...oh well that just means he is not worth it in the first place so I'm better off learning how to put a computer together from scratch. There are only two girls in my hardware class, including me and it can be a little weird at times, having to hear their women jokes or comments to each other, knowing it's only to make themselves seem more manly around each other. It's something that is not so bad now, since we have more respect for each other because we been in the class for about a year now....you learn to tolerate things after a while. Did I actually use the word respect to describe this, it goes more into having to be really tolerant.

Ok now I am experiencing writer's block so I'll break into song :p I love this song (The Crawl By Placebo) and here are the lyrics:

The Crawl By Placebo

It takes the pain away
But could not make you stay
it's way too broke to fix
no glue, no bag of tricks

Lay me down, the lie will unfurl
lay me down to crawl

Your smile would make me sneeze
when we were Siamese
Amazing grace in here
I'd pay to have you near

Lay me down, the lie will unfurl
lay me down to crawl

Don't go and lose your face
at some stranger's place
and don't forget to breathe
and pay before you leave

Lay me down, the lie will unfurl
lay me down to crawl
Lay me down, the lie will unfurl
lay me down to crawl

whoa...

2008-11-03T04:03:23Z

College is ok so far, but really challenging (as expected). Having six different classes can be a bit of a struggle and I cried a few times at home, in my room.. out of feeling frustrated because I couldn't under something or just felt overwhelmed and stressed out. Stress really brings out a lot of emotions, like I don't know what I'm feeling when I feel too many feelings at once..how do you describe that?) My face even broke out because of stress, I'm a natural at being nervous and fidgeting so to manage stress feels near to impossible. My HR class (Human Relations for IT professionals), I guess by now you know that I'm taking Information Technology and I love computers. In HR we talk about how to manage stress, it's about learning your personality type, goal setting...stuff like that, I am finding out that I really need more confidence...I always knew but I really didn't know how much improvement I needed.

A part from the stress, and being so busy. I like someone in my class...he is a bit too young for me, five years younger than me (hardly Demi and Ashton), but I can't just forget about age differences when it's more than two years younger but he's so damn cute. I'm a Scorpio and he is a Cancer..water signs, we are suppose to be compatible. His Mercury and Venus are also in Cancer and my Mercury and Venus are in Scorpio...hmmm it's getting even more sexy sounding. We don't talk to each other at all, but we make eye contact a few times in class...I'm the one who automatically looks at him and maybe he likes my new haircut. Of course with his mars in Leo, he loves attention, he knows he looks good and he doesn't have to worry. What a sweetheart.

Halloween sucked this year, I mean the amount of trick-or-treaters could be counted with both hands..which is not a lot at all, it was almost spooky when my Mom, my sister and me drove around the block and no one was out..we were wondering what was going on. My nephew didn't even come over...it must have been a good party going on some place.

My birthday is on the 14th I'm going to be 26, man, I'm still single and don't have a house, a car...I feel a bit lonely and like I might start drinking coffee...yuck, nope my taste buds haven't changed that much. You know what I mean, like when you didn't like a certain food when you were younger but your taste buds matured and you suddenly love that food. Like me and onions, it's always been gross to me but now I find they add so much flavor and enhance food...ketchup gives me heartburn but that doesn't stop me from eating it...I used to not know what it was but this is what turning into your mid twenties is all about, you are no longer able to just eat junk food and not have to think about how you can handle it, too much sugar..your body cannot metabolize it as well as it used to. Those kinds of things. I still have crushes, like a shy, little girl...lol..I can't approach a guy and ask him if he wants to go out sometime, I will freeze up and go blank.

I have a portfolio website to do, major group project in Business class to work on.. just thinking that we have to do a twenty minute presentation in front of the class has me feeling butterflies in my stomach...and that's like almost the end of this month, lab 7 in OSYS, etc... I'm really getting challenged, how the crap do you manage stress...yoga? I even said that every Friday would be a good time to have a bath and relax...read, watch movies and just..really relax but no, I been working on things and trying to stay caught up with my assignments..I have to make time to play with my dog, make sure she gets baths, her teeth cleaned, ears cleaned...help clean the house, do laundry. I should get the new Jack Lalanne juicer pro lol... and make some ginger juice...ginger is suppose to be good for a nervous stomach...anyone who gets car sick like me, it actually does work.

These are a few of my favorite things....

2008-08-15T01:56:58Z

The last post just didn't make any sense, I didn't want it to.

(Lars and the real girl) It is a funny movie, you can't even look at the sadness of his being lonely, suffering from delusion and ordering a realistic looking doll from the internet, that has everything, and you know what I mean. You look at how everyone in the neighborhood starts treating the doll as if she was real, it was crazy funny. He was even fighting with her for not spending enough time with him because she became part of the community, going to church, volunteering at the hospital......       Muh hahaha....what? She was even suffering from low blood pressure and he took her to the hospital for treatments. This movie is just really out there in terms of weirdness. The guy who acted on it was in the movie (The Notebook). I love that guy :)

The dogs are sleeping on the floor, they both have their own bed in my room. I had to scold one for leaving an unlucky charm on the blanket. When it rains they don't like going outside for too long so I have to walk them round on the leash, and it's so cold out. For August, it's been raining almost every day now. It fools you too, you think oh it's such a beautiful day and then then later in the afternoon it starts to rain, so half the day is hot and then it's cold and rainy. I don't like it when it's overly hot out either but a nice cool breeze on a hot day is nice, I don't mind that.

There is this tree in the front yard, a weeping birch. One of my favorites, but the Japanese Maple took it's place as number one (gorgeous tree) I painted the weeping birch a few years ago (pink, purple, green and blue stripes, all down the tree) but it grew until the paint was gone. I would like to paint it again but the branching grew down to the ground, it's almost like it's going to fall over with the long stringy branches, It rocks. When I have a house, I want a bunch of unique trees....even those creepy ones that don't have any leaves, like you see in a halloween type movie, they seem to have a face..I would actually carve faces on them...except I don't know how, so maybe those plastic faces you find at the garden part of the store, the ones with the eyes, nose and mouth and then you stick them on a tree.    Ok maybe not, but I want a lot of unique trees anyway.

If you look on Youtube, for the (Michael Jackson Thriller) dance moves.. you might see one that is really strange lol... It's the first one you see, I'll just leave it at that. Yes I did actually look for the dance steps lol......

Ok I can't wait for Halloween, it's my favorite holiday..

I wasn't bored, I swear.......

2008-08-15T00:52:16Z

I just want to see what it looks like to use a bunch of colors... I'm a little on the mopey side right now because I'm lonely.

Orange, Turquoise, Purple, Red, Green, Blue, Yellow, Pink,   This is just weird when the colors don't match.. Now To put them in the right match...    This is what can happen when it's raining and you feel blue.

Blue, Green, Pink, Yellow, Turquoise, Orange, Purple, Red, I look like I lost my mind and need to get a new hobby :D At least it cheered me up. The ones that are wrong can give a person a headache, your mind trying to process them when you know they don't fit. I seen this sort of thing on an I.Q test before...it tries to trick you, but you know better.

*HUGE HUG*   *KISS ME*    *Smile*
*You're shrinking lol*

*It's not you, it's me*     *I don't think it's working*
*Did you get your eyes checked?*

I'm an artist, I love this!

If you don't think this is considered art, you just need to learn to see that art comes in many forms.....ok :)

alien-nation..

2008-08-10T01:42:16Z

Don't you hate it when your house is invaded? I'm not talking ants either but that has also happened, they are tricky....does corn really make them explode? I don't think I want to test that out. Guests staying over here because of the Powwow so I feel like I have no privacy right now. I'm not good at being social, what to say, what to say. I try to be interesting but my sister is better at knowing how to talk to people. I envy outgoing people, I want to be outgoing instead of st st st stuttering and looking totally insecure. It's like I speak my own language that no one really understands, what is it called jibberish? I can't wait to have my own house, as scary as it is to live alone...I'll have like major security alarms and my dog sounds bigger because of her bark. I'm all about feeling secure, everyone I know is so protective of me, like I can't take care of myself? but I don't mind too much. Please drop the idea of baby monitors, I'm not that needy of security lol.. Come on, one new guest in the house so this is what is suggested. Where did that idea come from? I had a good laugh with that one anyway. Once everyone goes downstairs, I'm going to start tap-dancing ;) I have a sunburn and my face is like hot and a little red, everyone else around me seems to tan beautifully. Of course I haven't stood out in the sun, I'm usually just walking from one place to the next and don't spend enough time directly in the sun to actually get a sunburn but today while watching the dancers, I just stood in a few spots for longer than usual amount of time and gave the sun time to kiss me lol... I would rather it be a hot man instead :D Suddenly I don't know what to say..that's enough to say that I wrote enough.
l3 This looks like an ass lol.... too much sun remember.

Be a lover...not a fighter

2008-08-04T04:36:52Z

I went to the movies with my sister and her friend at work. We saw (Mama mia) and it was really good, lots of singing, since it is like a musical type movie but it's really a excellent movie. It was a little crowded and these ladies came to sit beside us..well that woman just sat down and almost knocked over my drink and I was a little mad so I had to put it in the next cup holder over and move my bag. She than put her drink in the cup holder and when she went to take a drink and picked it up by the lid..it spilled on her lap, so after me and my sister being angry at her, we became really concerned and gave her napkins. So after that everything was cool. Coming from a big family, I should know better than that and how to share and care... Be a lover, not a fighter lol.. She had like five straws in her drink, I never seen something like that before. Anyway...I would see that movie again. My parents went away to Labrador so me, my youngest brother, his girlfriend, my sister and her husband are taking care of the house and store...well me and my sister don't work in the store though but we still help with sorting out money and buying stuff for the store. My parents own a store on the side of the house..connected to the house but you have to go outside to get inside of it. Every time I write, I feel the need to go into details but I like to explain things just enough to give you an ideal, that can actually make enough sense. I need to call a Vet to see if my dog Ruby has a bladder infection because she's been peeing on the floor, even on my bed but the mattress cover helped a lot but the sides on the corner had to be cleaned, gave me a good reason to put everything in the washer and air out my room. I hate being angry at her, she has these huge eyes that look all watery and innocent. She looks so guilty when she does something wrong and gives that (Puss in boots from the Shrek movies) wide eyed look, than I feel guilty for getting anger. I know she doesn't mean things but shit happens and even dogs that are house trained have accidents sometimes. I'm starting to like writing in this journal, it's really nice actually. I see that some people are actually reading it also, that's awesome. I hope it's not too boring anyway but at least I'm being real though, that's the main thing. Mint chocolate chip ice-cream is my favorite..once in a while I need to indulge and that's one thing I been craving the most lately. Enough rain already, it's beautiful but the flowers are all watered now :)

Just dreaming...

2008-08-02T04:41:08Z

Writer's Block - What makes you feel better when you're mad?

Ahh not being mad..lol.. I really do have writer's block.

Today in my fantasy world, I went to Japan and sat in the hot springs for about twenty minutes..later, walks to a restaurant and had the real ramen and not the freeze dried type that you just add water to but the real one, where they make the noodles from scratch..with fresh vegetables, ah such a nice fantasy.

I really wish I didn't have a phobia of traveling because if I was the impulsive type, I would be there and not be afraid of anything..I might even eat squid but that would mean that I can also sky dive...the thought of that just freaks me out. In South Korea they suck on dried squid after they drink... I don't know why. If someone gave me a dried flat squid..I wouldn't touch it, I would jump back and look all confused..they would laugh and say..foreigners are so funny :D

I talk about strange things when I don't have anything to talk about. I should do it more often.. I want to make a home-made pizza.

A lot about nothing much ;>

2008-07-21T09:08:58Z

Oh this turquoise is so refreshing, compared to that stone cold purple that I just had on here. Talk about broody me.

What am I reduced to talking about the temperature and weather to avoid anything else. As secretive as I can be, it scares me to speak up about things, like I'm saying too much but what is actually too much? To the point where I'm not even writing in my own journal. I laugh at myself :) I did actually decide to make this a public journal...so maybe that's why I haven't written in it. (Smacks self) Write already.

Hard to believe I can write so much about nothing. I can go into detail about nothing. I'm talking about details about nothing, and it's still nothing. This is why I quit chatting on MSN, I hated it anyway but I miss Al, the only reason why I had MSN messenger for so long, another person that I pushed away. I'm not going to start that again. Brooding..hmmm no thanks ;)

I been thinking a lot about owning my own house, my own place where I can paint all kinds of funky designs on my walls and decorate it any way I want. It actually freaks me out, the thought of living alone..but my dog, she is so freaking cool.

I give an A+ to singletism (I make up my own words lol)...but really does that also have to mean being a loner (I still check out guys of course..give me a break..what makes shopping an even more of a joyful experience, I'm right, I know it), I'm not good at making friends or keeping friends but I'm so damn fun and cuddly :) I use these smiley faces because I love to smile, I even had the nickname smiley...it doesn't get you anywhere if you don't have a certain style. I have my own style..(the itsmyownstyleandimnotgoingtochangetotrytofitin style) no matter what but that purple coat that Christina Ricci wore on the movie (Penelope) I want that coat so much, I love the buttons. Excellent movie also. If only I could sew..I did hem my pants..just follow the line on the sewing machine slide thingy. I tried sewing something too thick and broke the damn needle lol... Ok I make myself laugh, it's usually about myself..it's fun, give it a try once in a while. *hugs*

Icecap

2008-02-17T11:14:42Z

It is freezing, of course when the temperature is -21 degrees a regular comforter blanket is nothing, it takes at least three blankets for me to stay warm. The dogs lay on a blanket, have a thick blanket and huddle together to keep warm. My dog Ruby tends to sleep right beside me, she is still like a baby and just turned 1 year old on February 1st. I love having pets and would have a million if I could. To Wong Foo is a funny movie, always been one of my favorites, it can vanish a terrible mood. My arms are popsicles and my fingers are icicles so I'll keep this journal entry tiny. :)

Social AwKwardNess...

2008-02-15T23:01:05Z

I'm not really social but I tried lol.. I get completely awkward and lose all words. I can't figure out how to actually sit, where I should have my arms, my hands.. should I fold them together or grab anything like a piece of paper, money, phone..whatever just to keep from fidgeting. This is just around someone I find intimidating or just feel shy around. Around anyone I feel comfortable with, it's loud, sarcastic, opinionated, bossy, and funny me..the real me. A lot of people who know me and I feel uncomfortable around think I'm a snob or just really strange. So much for going to find Mr. Right, right lol..not like I'm really interested in dating at the moment. How do two shy people meet..how does a shy person and an outgoing person meet..one tries not to run away from the other who looks like 3D or something interesting and freaky at the same time trying to get your attention. Most people wouldn't want to admit that they are insecure but why is that so strange when it's just realistic.

Later gator..

2008-01-16T19:12:38Z

Ok so this is what it's like to love someone in a romantic way, to think about them a lot more then you have control over. I guess he just doesn't want to talk to me anymore, or it could be my over-analyzing everything. The last time I talked to him was December 2nd which was about him having a new job and being too busy but really..too busy to at least let me know how he is doing anyway. I still think of him as a friend and that won’t change but as for dating, I don’t like to wait for any guy. Being single is something that I don’t mind anyway, it’s just the wondering what’s going on with him and just to be reassured by hearing from him and then being able to just go our own separate ways. I kind of figured that we wouldn’t date, so that wasn’t much of an issue, even with hearing the words “I love you” which after a while didn’t seem genuine but were just words because we just kept pushing each other away. I need to just stop thinking about him. I do have charm lol ok good, now that this is written out I can just put that behind me because to just be ignored like that is just like saying that he doesn’t care about my feelings. For a water sign like me, no go :) It was nice to just take this and put it into words, ok good. Now I can just enjoy this beautiful snowy day.

New Journal..

2008-01-15T08:33:25Z

I decided to make a new journal :) Ok I was (turquoiserising) before but wanted to change to a new journal, just because..well no reason. Got to love those north-eastern snow storms, my favourite season. I'm at a loss of words, really but this is just a little intro anyway.